Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Chapter re-write

I feel as though I have just run a 5K race. I am winded, tired and lethargic. My brain is exhausted. I have written and re-written chapters for this book so many times, but for some reason this one is really hitting me hard. Perhaps it is simply the reminder of eternity that is weighing so heavy upon my heart.

I am anxious. I am fearful. I am missing Liz desperately.


Susan J. Reinhardt said...

Hi Becki -

I've written several articles about my journey through grief, and they're emotionally draining. It's like living it all over again.

I don't know how long it's been since you lost your daughter. Several times I've started writing a book and had to put it down. For myself, I know I still need some time to process the loss.

Praying for you,

Becki said...

It has been nine and a half years. Yes, I too am still processing. I have found that writing this book has been very cathartic for me. It is tough, but I have to be obedient and write what I feel God inspired me to write.

Thanks for the prayers Susan!